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winter's tree

by melty smiler

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1.
normal 01:10
gotta get my vibe up gotta pull my shirt off gotta get my vibe up pull my shorts on gotta get my vibe up
2.
Patience is abnormal But normally necessary I beat a path to blasphemy By way of my design What’s the good of working on it If there’s no one to co-sign
3.
you + me 01:28
I wanted to show you that I wanted you no matter what But when I showed up I was tired I had an empty cup Yet even those moments that we shared they were enough And as I’m writing this to me I fill my cup And as I’m writing this to me I fill my cup now I should find my fuckin pelpone pelpone my p-p-p-p-p-p-p-pelphone and send you a text send you a call give you my all give me my all
4.
Victim villain savior is more fluid than prescriptive I went to the forest for that one How to hold a perspective without the need to be right I went to the forest for that one How to hunch in a ball while avoiding the light I went to the forest for that one How to hum and circle dilapidated blight I went to the forest for that one How to slow my pulse and dissolve my need to fight I went to the forest for that one How to gaze at dad’s angel until my vision dissolves I went to the forest for that one For the ancient rusty stove and the bed springs and tires I went to the forest for that one With the hush if snow pillows and a song in my mind I went to the forest for that one For dimensional humming buzzing chirping and time I went to the forest for that one
5.
Lemons on the cutting board Its winter time I have half a mind With which to rock Rye bread I take a chunk It goos my mouth up Wheat paste glue Wheat paste glue Wheat paste glue Wheat paste glue Hey who are you Wheat paste glue Wheat paste glue Wheat paste glue Now with attitude
6.
ring around 01:09
Ring around And ring around A rod ring Log lamp Camp and a romp stamp Better pound down now How bout we gooo Down down now {Up at the nutcrack of dawn And thankful that our friendship Feels like having an ace up my sleeve And I can’t imagine taking this shirt off} Now leave that all alone Exquisite going to home {It’s seven fifteen in the morning And I have already brought so much water into my space Boiling water stove-top for coffee and now tea Three loads of laundry every faucet flowing rinsing Washing spit from my mouth down And a bath And soon the dishwasher…} im a frog on a log lil frog in a bog on a log
7.
im doing that thing you hate, hate, hate im doing that thing you hate, hate, hate to get a reaction from you im not doing that thing you hate, hate, hate im not doing that thing you hate, hate, hate so i can be closer with you -- 11:15 PM Fairfield Iowa The snow is crackling in my back yard dimples of grass the size of my palm and smaller it was a long day just above freezing the snow is crackling in my back yard It will still be there in the morning
8.
cold capone knows where your nose goes
9.
I am at the edge of all human feeling Looking after my libidinal health I started in the imaginal Ticking amorphous woah here I am now Lucidity prone to devotion i am continuously interested in whats new with you i am continuously interested in whats new with you i am continuously interested in whats new with you
10.
Caroline Snead Her heart still beats Winter’s tree Tucked in so neatly Caroline Snead Her heart still beats Winter’s treat Tucked in so neatly
11.
Do you think that I have changed? Short wave range To world needs aid I can only make my place And lemonade from lemons Do I think that you have changed? Butter bread to suit your taste I can only make my plays And lemonade from lemons I have a thought that teases me It permeates the this is it And that thought is “and now this” Takes me to a state of bliss The cutting edge the juicy squish And lemonade from lemons
12.
im captured 00:35
rapture enraptured rupture im captured
13.
You never know when that nip l get cha and you’ll catch a cold Could be a quick trip out to the car through the tunneled snow And then the nip it slips yr shirt and pierces through so bold And before you know it kid you’ve caught another fuckin cold
14.
I’m right with my rivals and I’m reading in my bibles I’m right with my rivals and I’m reading in my bibles 3:43 AM awoke in Fairfield Iowa, to the sounds of a mouse in my wall.. What’s enrapturing you lately What’s capturing your sacred time What are you spillin Are you a villain Or are you chillin Like bob Dylan on penicillin Update 6:17 AM 3 days later Fairfield Iowa, it seems I don’t have mice in my wall but rather the crackling sound of icicles growing outside. I’m right with my rivals and I’m reading in my bibles I’m right with my rivals and I’m reading in my bibles
15.
I go to the bathroom to start the bath it’s 6:09 AM Snowed in vibe and all I can think about are Ablutions at the free-throw line And whether Ill suit up, boot up, n git shit done today Or will it be more nah-imma-stay Flippy floppy slippy sloppy Snow pillows devoured ahead of my shovel And when Im home its edging pleasure and my pillow holy revel To be so tired yet so wired is a marvel I find the crux and juxtapose it Caponey nosey knows he blows it And when Im sagging getting nasty I read some aiding heretical blasphemy On wanting to show up a certain way And the pressure that creates each day We are looking for It feels true It feels untrue It feels blank slate neutral It feels like pressure It feels like relief There’s a distortion in my perspective There’s a distortion in my projective That has to do with my inner child I will not drink from a cup That has an untrue statement on it
16.
ive got a hunch that youll come through in crunch time ive got a hunch that youll come through in the nick of time ive got a hunch that youll come through in crunch time ive got a hunch that youll come through right on time
17.
i've been hacking away at ice and throwing pillows around the room Thrashing madly, bravely against the storm Now I bring it in to care and sooth I’ve thrown in the towel for now But in a couple days I’ll need to free the recycling bin from within the drift.
18.
hello , hello im working on my greeting hello hello how i greet ya when i meet ya hello hello could it come out smoother and more natural hello hello im working on my greeting oooo hello hello hello, hello oooo hello, hello
19.
all my favorite singers couldn't sing all my favorite singers couldn't sing What is not but could be if What could appear in the morning mist With all associated risk What is not but could be if What was not but could have been Was my obsession way back when Now I just remember this What is not but could be if What is not but could be if We could be crossing this abridged abyss Into beginning When failure's got you in its grasp And you're reaching for your very last It's just beginning One has lived life carelessly If he or she has failed to see That the truth is not alive or dead The truth is struggling to be said So how do we get out of this? Family shadows all of this Through what is not but could be if With all associated risk What is not but could be if We could be crossing this abridged abyss Into beginning When failure's got you in its grasp And you're reaching for your very last It's just beginning
20.
Oh savage fence That kept me in Skirting along The open meadow I see a slipper It is pink The dragon’s lair Is left behind me Open tufts And puffy clumps Of verdant scent Of coarse lament And on my tongue Chorus of praises For you are good You are good enough You are good You are good enough Cotton candy’s good o laude it Puffy fluffy super sugar Milk and toast with honey on it Pad of butter for my belly Making rhymes so helter skelter Makes me feel I’ve lost my mind Taking time to whine and dine tho Helter skelter my oh my Land is lost to bloody tyrants Coarsened discourse scores the mind Creates a river ideas flow down Crispy creature pantomime The dopest remix in the rearview the sun is setting in New Mexico I hear coyotes in the canyon I see the owl on the cacti I feel the biting of the fly Helter skelter my oh my Helter skelter my oh my Lost in corn maze full moon is high sure do hope I do not die But if I die though I’ll survive In frequent visits To my loved ones minds Isn’t that the way we all go Aren’t we so prisoners of time Ill burn that stick of Palo Santo And burn the fences The meadow’s mine The meadow lark it sings its song now Teases me that I’ve been blind But when I hear it I see colors That shine of stuff’s been left behind The shine of stuff’s been left behind The dopest remix in the rearview the sun is setting in New Mexico I hear coyotes in the canyon I see the owl on the cacti I feel the biting of the fly Helter skelter my oh my
21.
its cold outside Open wide The bed before me Supple wide Ill crash into it Double blind As I cut loose the noose of grind
22.
yahtzee 01:51
23.
Re-do me Soliloquy Mercy’s pet Y’old knobby knee But not a heel Or banana peel I strip me clean Oh blasphemy Un-do me Maintenance fee Grace’s hand Ear lobe tender Wait for render Pinwheel spiraling I’m in a blender Oh blasphemy
24.
drips 01:00
How many grey days will come upon us in a row Slushy sloppy slidey scoop some snow When drips come through the window better check it Those drips are seeping in and they could wreck it our ignorance is bliss until we wake up And then the pile on begins and we must take up Our crosses counting losses counting wins And as the drips keep coming in and flooding senses With the smell of must and might and could and will with the endless scrappy hustle dollar bill
25.
baby elders 01:28
We are now baby elders Entering the second half of our lives Experiences gleaned Now we can be leaned on And not break We know how to bend just right in the wind We know how to mend just right where there’s pain We know how to give of ourselves and not take We’ve learned it through making mistakes We know how to listen We’ve learned how to teach aligned with our practices And it’s now not about us Its not about me Its not about me Its not about me Now I am free Now I am free Now I am free
26.
Should I wear these shoes until they fall apart? Should I bless these blues until they break my heart? Yes It’s the quest, it’s the poison dart And this ordeal, this stop and start Will fortify and magnify then fall apart I see the tower Field of flowers April showers Golden meadows And hilly swelly landscapes And belly drumming ha haws And cats with freezing paw paws Serendipitous to the point that we’re standing there with slack jaws Mouth agape amazed Amazing wonder lit so blazed And behind my eyes I conjur On the cutting edge the limit My imagination trembles Vibrates and I am in it And I AM I AM I AM I AM I AM IAM I AM I AM I AM Should I wear these shoes until they fall apart? Should I bless these blues until they break my heart? Yes It’s the quest, it’s the poison dart And this ordeal, this stop and start Will fortify and magnify then fall apart I see the tower Field of flowers April showers Golden meadows And hilly swelly landscapes And belly drumming ha haws And cats with freezing paw paws Can you find a location For my motive?
27.
Please don’t get it twisted What it is or what it isn’t Y’old so and so, ya nitwit Think you sound off and it’s shifted? Nah nitwit remember YOU’RE gifted Cold Capone he’s nosey Knows where your knows goes And he riddles the air With constant sound offs and honks As his nose blows Please don’t get it twisted What it is or what it isn’t Y’old so and so, ya nitwit Think you sound off and it’s shifted? Nah nitwit remember YOU’RE gifted
28.
I've been watching youtube videos of monkeys they delight me I've been watching youtube videos of monkeys and some youtube videos of bobcats they delight me I've been watching youtube videos of monkeys they delight me here and there I'll sprinkle in a youtube video about bobcats I've been watching youtube videos of monkeys they delight me monkeys and bobcats delight me
29.
its 5:13 in the morning Fairfield Iowa (land of dirty snow) I am juiced already by the week ahead Which is to say I am both looking forward to it And tired by it My trust with myself is growing day by day After a Saturday set back Sit back a sick sack But then, I needed that. I suppose everyone needs a void day here and there A chance to regroup so I can multiply again So I can spin forth and win And now this And now this And now this
30.
precise-lys 01:15
I like you’re prescice-lys Your presence in the cut works rather nicely And when it’s dialed in it’s win win My thoughts within it they spin spin When I reflect upon it I grin grin I’d write a sonnet but fuck form We live in the land of ghee and flowers And corn corn corn corn corn
31.
how to how to how to get my vibe up Be Impeccable With Your Word i agree i agree i agree Don't Take Anything Personally i agree i agree i agree Don't Make Assumptions i agree i agree i agree Always Do Your Best. i agreeiagreeiagreeiagreeiagree

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recording from each morning of January 2024

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released January 6, 2024

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cover photo by Nicholas Naioti from Oaxaca of a wheatpasted racoon..
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